Beb..

It is 3am now.. I don't know why.... I just feel like blogging at this time.. Probably it has been so long so long... I used to be very emo a few months ago.. Almost everyday I felt like there was a stone exert pressure on my heart.. I can't breath... Everything happened around me tended to take my breath away.. I spent my energy, with all the energy I had to hide it.. No.. I didn't hide.. I would rather say "cure"..

I am a sensitive person. Whenever I heard a story, even I was not the character, I still can feel.

I know I know you are my best friend. Even we aren't close like what we used to be.. I thought our friendship is disappearing, everything fades. But why the feeling is still so hurt.. Why I can still feel you...........

You know how hard I tried not to cry yesterday.. I know that's something bad happened on you. I know we aren't close anymore. I didn't expect  you will tell me what happened.. What I can do.. I can only tell you "life is awesome, suck it up and move on".. But after I saw what you replied.. Trust me I heard two hearts were broken..  One is yours and another one is mine.. You asked me to trust you no matter what others say about you...

Memories crossing my mind.... I know you are always a tough person.. I was the one who always cried and you were the one who console me like a big sister. How helpless you are now..... I really hope I was there.. I will protect you with all my energy with my sword with all the things I have...

You are my best friend.. Always do.. No matter what others said.. I will trust you.. I know you better than others do.. We know each other since primary school..

Lemme be the one who can protect you. Even I'm thousand miles always. My soul is there..with you...fighting against all the things that hurt you.. Beb.. Take care yourself.. This is life. Even the one you trust the most will betray you one day.. People go people come in your life..

I really hope you're okay.. You are a good girl.. I wonder why God is there to give you so much... Over the limit you can accept.. God. Please treat her good.