I am not good in making decisions. Normally, I heard people opinions more than I picked my own opinion. I can spend many hours to think what I want. And now, I facing the biggest decision I had ever made before. What is it? Picking University to further my study. Damn. I need to think much, the environment, whether I can pass at that University or not, and the most important one is the COST. My result was not good enough to allow me apply for scholarship. Darn. I am thinking about why I didn't think to study at local University. If I'm going to Indiana University, I have to leave at August 3, this year. Seriously, I am not well prepared. My mind and ESPECIALLY my poor ENGLISH! I believe I can strengthen my survival skills when I'm there. God bless.
Working in office for a whole day ain't comfortable. I have to stick on my chair for a few hours to key in the payment entry, open cheques for suppliers, and bla bla bla. These things need to use two softwares that I never explored before. Microsoft Excel and Epicor, the things inside were alien symbols and languages for me two weeks before. Now, finally I understand them, and know how to communicate with them. I always learn new things throughout the process of working. Without these nice co-workers, I believe I can't learn anything. I feel thankful.
The only thing I don't like in the company is they love "boikot", and the co-workers are separated into different groups. I thought this will only happened when we were in secondary schools, guess that I'm too innocent. I don't like this feeling. Lower class will boikot upper class, natural phenomena. Should learn to accept this, and of course you have to learn how to disguise. You don't really know who are good, or bad ones, this is the sad point.
God. I wish you can make this world nicer, human beings state of mind can back to the time when you first created us. Lots of love. Thanks God.
