World doesn't exactly same like what you had imagined.

  Parents beat us very often when we were small, perhaps we were mischievous children, and uncontrollable, so parents forced to beat us and wish to shape us into a well-behaved child. While, it never happens anymore after I enter into secondary school, and my parents love me more than others do. Although they scolded me sometimes, but I know it's my fault. Seriously, I never imagined there's someone else will scold me besides my family. 

  She is actually my superior. FYI, I'm working now. hahaha. I know I talk about it repeatedly, I am proud of myself! This is my 1st job. Okay, back to the topic. Yea! My superior had scolded me today. Seriously, I don't like Accounts Department, everyone seems very depress. They never talked to each other when working. I know this is a good matter for boss, but no for me. They are too over. The environment is too quiet, it is better if someone makes some noise when you are working, you will not feel bored, at least. I can't say I don't know anything about accounts, I learnt it in secondary school and college lives. But you know, there's always exist differences between academic and practical. Damn it's true. I didn't believe before. But now, hell yesh! I believe! I asked my co-worker before, if this really happens in life, why do people study in college? This is wasting money, we have to pay hell lots of money for tuition fee, accommodation, and even resource fee. She told me, people study for different reasons. Some people want to gain more knowledge, while some people want to get high-paid jobs. I believe working experiences are very important, but the "papers" are also very important. Today, I helped my co-workers to solve his problems. Actually I was not so good okay, just FREE. yea. Free. So, I helped him. I don't understand a transaction, so I asked another co-worker. Hell yea. I scolded by her, not really scolded, just shouted at me very loudly. Hello. I'm not the one who created the transaction, I was just asking, to solve the problem. I don't like things be done inefficiency and unproductively. So, please don't scold me. I just want to help you guys solve those problems, make the accounts have a same balance. I almost cried when I had been scolded. She shouted at me! Even my dad also never scolded me as loudly as she done! I'm damn angry that time. But still, congratulations, I didn't cry in front of her. I can't argue with people, I will cry, especially when I done nothing wrong! Today, one step closer to prove that I am growing mature. I put up with, and endure, forced my tears back to my eyes. Try to calm myself down, a deep breath did help. Lastly, I understood the transaction. Learnt something new.

  At the lunch time, the others co-workers tried to console me, and finally I knew why she shouted at me. She's sick and forced to work, because no one can help her. Her works is too difficult for others. hahaha! Felt better, because the one who shouted at me actually taught me something new before. So, I can't accept she scolded me, because I personally think she is so nice!  :) 

  Today, I understand world doesn't exactly same like what you had imagined, you will face lots of difficulties and problems in the process you growing up and being mature. Accept what life gives you, and learn a new lesson from the process you solving the problem. Jesus will leads you, trust your heart, trust Jesus. 

  Tears, should not be shown easily. Don't tears down when you are sad, tears down when you're happy! <3