Racism

Malaysia is a multiracial country. Malays occupy the largest proportion, and Chinese, Indians are the following. There are always many controversial issues in Malaysia, and most of it, we can say are existing between Malays and Chinese. As a Malaysian Chinese, I wouldn't deny that I have certain degree of racism, especially toward Malays.

My dad always said that if I had a chance earlier, I definitely will leave Malaysia as soon as I can and abandon an identity as a Malaysian. YES. I'm fucking agree about that. Malaysia government treats Malaysian Chinese unfairly. This is a DAMN SURE conclusion I can make after 19 years living in Malaysia.

How my racism started? This is definitely not a nice memory, and I could say that this was a worst memory, and nightmare I had. When I was Standard 5, when I was cycling at my taman, a Malay brutal molested me. CIBAI. The bloody scene I always remember, not the moment he molested me, it was the moment he turned back and smiled to me after I had molested by him! CIBAI right? If time machine does really exists in this world, I will choose to travel back to this day. I would not show my shocked face and cry in front of him! I would choose to throw my shoes toward him, and shout my lungs out to make him famous among the neighborhood!

I guess that Malays men are always famous in the incident of molest.

Evidence 1, when I was on the way to Times Square with my friend, a Malay tried to molest her in the monorail! She is a smart ass, she used a beg to cover her, and pushed the brutal's hand away.

Evidence 2, you guys know there was many people on the count down night to welcome a new year at Bukit Bintang there right? I went to shop with my friends at Pavilion on that day, and when we came out from Pavilion, there's crowd. My friend be molested again, she shouted to me that got a person touched her buttocks. Fucking hell. When I watched on the man who stood behind her, okay, pak cik, you look so gentleman, but why you act like a brutal? I confirmed he was the one. Why? His expression was weird. When you are walking in the crowd, you will look around to avoid any collide between you and others right?   But that pakcik, his sight was exactly in the straight line. If we were not in the crowd, pak cik, we would smash you into the hell.

I still remember what my friend commented, she said "I just curious why they like to molest girls, only a piece of "meat", next time we should put a pork meat to cover our buttocks, if they like to touch, go ahead."

And, I met mant Malay teachers in my secondary school life who tried to humiliate his students with words. "Kurang ajar" was the word he said mostly, Kurang Ajar means your parents didn't teach you properly in manners, I guess. Hello. You can humiliate your students, but not their parents okay.

Politics issues. I don't want mention about this. It's a long story, and my English is poor, can't blog about it very clearly. Google it if you are interested. :)

Yes. There are many Malays who are very good exist. But I met bad ones, more than good ones. LOL