爱上自行的浪漫

It is 5.12am now. And I'm still awake. I don't know why I can't have a proper and nice sleep recently. Or I should say can't have a good sleep when I was am I Nilai. Maybe back to here, a place which symbolized as a for of stress for me, which caused by STUDY stuffs. I know I'm bad, I never try my best in everything, study, relationship, and friendship. What I will do when one of these appear any crack is give up. I am a person who will really give up things easily, and I admit it. Should talk about my IELTS speaking test here, haha. I'm failed. I can't speak Nnglish very smoothly in front or behind people. Maybe I'm lack of confidence? I think so. ._. Bad dreams happened.I dislike it. Sin Jo, you know what am I talking about right? qiu Li, I am dry, and I agree it. Because, I will recall the old times when I was hearingnthe old songs. Just like the emoness overwhelms me in one second. But I guess I am getting better right now, at least I will not cry without any reason at midnight right now. Friends always stand an important place in my heart. I am a person who hard to make friend, if I make friend with you, I mean heart with heart, I will treat you as my best friend. Only two choices for me, one the best friend, one the normal fiend. Best will be best best best friend! :D That's why I hard to find a friend in INTI. Lol. I think in this world, only a few people know me very well and I appreciate them. Huan Chin Chan, you jerk. You always didn't comply with your promise. Wtf.    